I just don't want to think anymore. I am so tired, every time I try to write a post, it comes out like a bunch of whiney excuses. So here is my whiney post, if you have a weak stomach feel free to skip this one.
First, we have been loving our new house, and our new town, until this week. All over a shed. We got our shed delivered on the same day that we got a letter from the developer of our sub division. The letter stating that she (guardian of all that is evil) had to approve all out buildings. As our shed was being delivered, she raced up to our house, and started attacking us. Three angry phone calls, and a city violation later, we now have to put siding on a perfectly good wood shed. We hate her, and right now, hate this neighborhood. I am tired of fighting, because this week that is all I have been doing. Wishing ill will on another takes a lot out of you, and while I am usually a "turn the other cheek" kind of girl there are just some people that deserve a little fist shaking. jerk.
Second, I am putting together an ABA program for Wyatt. We need a little help, and this sort of just fell in my lap. Our bcba is from New York, so he has had to fly in several times this month, to train the new tudors. So far, I like them all, I like him, his philosophy, and how he treats us and especially Cotton, like this is the most normal thing ever.
Third, I have to figure out what preschool to put Landon in this year. I don't know enough about this place to make a good decision. I just haven't found the right fit. Private is expensive, and public, is all day every day. Can't there be a happy medium? We looved his old pre school, and I was hoping to find something like it, but so far, I haven't been blown away by any of it.
Last, but not least there is Rev. I wish I could just erase all the worry I have about him. Despite his increase in speech over the last month our so, I still need to get him back in a ST. Do I go through EI, or do private therapy. Do I only get ST (which is the only thing he needs right now) or do I go for more? I just can't think anymore. I know I will laugh at myself for writing this, but can't life just be easier? Just for a little while?
2 comments:
That shed lady had better watch herself. She is going to have some kind of huge karmic balancing in her future, and it won't be pretty for her. You don't have to do anything but sit back and watch.
Maybe her back yard will fill up with tall weeds and a row of little sheds sided with wood. As soon as she cuts the weeds down they pop right up again. And then rusty old cars appear in her front yard.
Karma is amazing.
I hope it helps you feel better to imagine these things even though of course you can't do anything to her yourself. Karma will be there for you.
Your boys are beautiful and lucky to have you.
Ouch. I'm sorry all of this is falling on your shoulders right now. But little by little you will figure it out and as it will all come together.
Sending you lots of happy vibes!
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